Why??

The only thing that i want in the world right know is to be liked in return. I like someone so much it's like never having your favorite ice cream for 5 years. i hate high school there is so many other things that guys look at. why can't personalities be enough why do they have to judge you apperence too. i am so confused!!!!!!!!!grrr.. i hate having the sad depression atitude that i always seem to have. but i must keep quite until the right moment. i like this guy so much it is so sad to me when he doesn't have fun or is smiling.

anywhy today i am going to new york state and i am going to have a good time and only think of my family/ friends and how much fun they're having.

This blog is just venting it does go towards anyone and i am so sorry that people get hurt by blogs.

thanks.

mc-muffin